Getting back into the game

When a guy says, "I love you," don't beleive him. He just plays a game. He takes your heart, breaks it, and tries to use it as his own. The only time you should beleive that sack of lies, is if he is going to ask for your hand...Or if he already has your hand.
I am tired of trying to find a guy. I know that the guy for me will show up eventually, but what am I suppose to do in the mean-time? I can't just sit around! I am young, too young to think about this, but I can't wait until I am married....
I am a poor sick girl, aren't I?
The really sad part is that I wanted it to be true so bad, I am just thankful that I never told him that I loved him. We are still friends....beleive it or not. I don't think I can be more than friends with that guy. He's a better best friend than a boyfriend.
I never even kissed the guy.....pathetic...

Hit

i have been hit on. i don't know whether to be happy or sad.

great things happen

Ok first of all, I got to confront a friend about some issues, good thing. second of all i got to sing at Zoo Lights tonight, great thing. Third of all Some guy i know totally hit on me, is that a good thing? I have no idea. but i am so happy! Today is great!

Whatever you want it to mean....freaks...

Notes back and forth, Compliments, is this guy into me? just joking! i still don't know if i like him yet. but don't be to eager to call me a loser, you might want to meet him first. he's nice. really nice.
~Harp~

My life is boring.

I know I feel I am here to tell everyone the story of my life. I feel that it is my obligation to do such. But my life is so boring and uneventfull. I apologize to all that i have hurt in my past, and in future years.

i hurt

i am not jealous i swear. i just am scared. about everything.

love

it is hard to watch the one you love fall in love with someone else. the bond between us is strong. and not being glad for him, is the only thing that can break it.

why life ends just like that.

when someone decides that their life sould end, thinking that is the easy way out, it's not. There just creating more pain then there is. And it's hard to bear life when someone you know just killed themselves. It is hard to beleive at first, but after a while you just act like that someone just moved away. I can't believe that my friend couldn't take it anymore, just proves that there is no hope for any of us. God is here by our sides, but some people can't except it. They just can't take pressure. The Lord is here to forgive us, and give us patience with life. I want everyone to know that fact. Please don't make a mountain out of a mole hill.

stuff that normally doesn't happen.

How does a perfectly good student get in to drugs? I don't know. But some one I know has. First cutting, then ciggarettes, now who knows what. and i am worried. the someone i know has a loving family and lots of caring friends. I guess that is not enough. I need answers to my questions, so please post here!